There isn't at all much I can say about the hols so far; it's pretty basic. Sure I'm thankful for the extra hours of sleep and finally the opportunity to relax and do things at my own pace, not to mention return to RP-ing but since my ankle is still giving problems cheer's been out of the equation…WHICH IS BUGGING ME BIG TIME!!!
Gosh, wherever I'm going it's probably going to be somewhere next year and there's only half a year left till 2008 ends!! Honestly, this wouldn't be so bad if I actually got to perform at least ONCE since I've joined Charm. Kinda feels like my body's breaking down on me. I know I'm not as strong as I used to in the past and my low blood sugar is obviously a hassle in almost every sports activity I do but I still wanna be a part of it for at least one LAST time.
I'm beginning to get this inkling – maybe I'm just not meant to return to cheerleading. I really don't get it. Why is it that the things I want most are always the ones I can't get? And it's not even that I don't TRY to reach out and grab each opportunity that comes my way either; they just slip away on their own!
Well, whatever it is I've had enough. Who knows, I'll probably just end up in
SERIOUSLY.