Pei Fang from English class told me some pretty interesting gossip today - about a guy friend and a gal friend of mine being an item, apparently for some time now.

So while I can't say I didn't suspect the relationship entirely, I pretty much let the suspicion slide, giving my freaky friends the benefit of the doubt. As I realize I always do with the people I know.

Somehow, I find myself wondering why I tend to be so blind in the department of love and relationships. Is it really just because I've never been in one? (and odds are, judging my character, never will?) XP

Hmm...

Thinking back, I must have been pretty blur back in high school to not realize the one guy I liked was actually hitting on me during several occasions. One of his close friends even said it to my face and I never caught on! (until it was too late, that is). Boy, was I ever slow XP

Talk about innocence, huh.

Maybe it's my personality - I have self-esteem issues, sadly.

But no wallowing on past regrets in that area. I'm young, or so people tell me, and there's plenty of time. Heh, not so sure I believe that since now that I'm turning 18 it feels like time's gone by way too fast. Before I know it, I could be 40 and have never been on a date or something. Lol, now that'll be hilarious!