If that wasn't the most horrible of presentations I've been a part of in my life, honestly, I don't know what is - the powerpoint was a huge mess, points were scattered all over the place and confused people, explanations were unrehearsed and off point, the slides were not done, *sigh*, the list goes on.

Still, what can I say? Nothing, that's what.

I did my part as best as I could but even I can't help when the wrong information pops up onto the screen and it has no connection whatsoever to what I'm supposed to be explaining to the audience.

Me and my OS CCA group mates made one hell of a sucky presentation today but there was absolutely nothing we could do about it. Either way, for what it's worth, I can't exactly pin-point anyone or anything that led to this sad event cause there were so many factors all in all. I guess you can say I somewhat saw this coming, yet I tried my best to change it. Ah well, who knows, maybe it's fate - maybe we were meant to be the one group to end up a flop. Hah!

I just really hope my grades don't suffer too much as to drop my overall average cause I seriously feel like I just got myself thrown into a grave and am currently in the process of being burried with each passing second. Save me!!!!

If it does drop, well, there goes all my hopes and dreams of getting into either RMIT or Melbourne University. So much for that huh?

Of course, there's still the final exams which I have to study my ass off for if I'm even going to stand any chance of saving myself from eternal doom. I desperately need some support right now, I think, and yet I don't think I've ever had a real shoulder to cry on. Oh gosh, for once in my life, I actually do feel like crying over my grade!! Wow, amazing stuff!!!

College has changed me in so many ways it's scary. But whatever it is, it proves one thing - maybe I am truly living a real life now after all; and that's a good thing.

Pray for me peeps.