The Diva

9.8.09 -- Taking It (Somewhat) Easy

Bleh, why did the person who posted up that 'So You Think You Can Dance?' video on Youtube I had in my last post remove the darn thing? *mutters incorrigibly-chooses to ignore the matter altogether-moves on*

Well, so what can I say here? This post pretty much sprang out of a number of freakish things: boredom, loneliness, stress, irritation, blurness, etc. Yes, I have a wide spectrum of tragic emotions that just keep welling up inside me as the days plague on. Note to self: NOT HEALTHY! *growls*

Honestly, I'm beginning to think I need some form of a confidante-being in my daily life. Why? Because living alone (while not entirely a bad thing - since I finally get total privacy in that sense) is...well...boring? It makes one crave company, attention. Sure I have some friends whom I can talk to, but then there's work and the obvious dislikability of expensive phone bills and internet connection to add to that equation; despite anyone's thoughts on me, I am certainly not rich - get over yourselves people! Oh, and sure, I could always head down to campus which is no less than a 5-minute walk away, but still...

...you should be getting this picture pretty clearly painted in your freaking brains by now.

Conclusion: I so need a best-friend - not like I never needed one before; guess I just don't 'click' easily with people in general.

Blah me and my difficult ways! Pffft!! But enough of my pointless ramblings. I know it's just the stress of assignments due and the near-impossible set of readings I have to complete each week and write comments on. I'm critque-ing everything under the sun and now I guess I'm doing it to my own flaky life...(why flaky? I don't know, it just same out).

Yeah, but you know what, I'm going to take another cue from my current favorite J-Pop girl group, Buono! and try to 'Take It Easy' a little. Actually, it's more like 'relax' a little. I usually tend to make a big deal of the smallest of things - guess that's where all the stress comes from.

Yep, so while I have an essay and two reading logs left to attend to, I'm going to stupidly (perhaps) watch a movie (by myself, sadly), take a nice hot shower (note, all after I've posted this here post) and then attend to my blah-ish work.

Indeed folks, and now I leave you with my prime source of inspiration since a while back now, Buono! singing their latest single (the ending them for Shugo Chara! Doki)...

"Take It Easy!"

PS: Totally love this one since my fav member (in terms of voice) is center stage~ ^_^

The rest is still unwritten...